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quote of the day

"Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are"

what is love ?

one thing lead to another

this morning conversation :

a : i got something to tell you..

k : what is it? tell me

a : well,someone told me that you blablabalbalbalabalbalabalbalblblabalbala

i won’t tell you the rest of it..cause it might caused another “DRAMA”

~ the point is : i’m being judged because of being myself

geez people..give me a break! will you?!

i am what i am,take it or leave it

sometimes people don’t want to compromise.they just set their mind to what they think it might be right without any consideration of other perpective..aarrrggh . They look at you and then that’s it! either you’ll get their heart or you’ll be deleted ASAP! cruel isn’t it? but darling…that’s the truth.

the real world : people look at me and they think : ” mhm.how loud she is! ” ” ahh…she is fat “, “she’s too damn emotional ” etc. and that’s it. close caption. the end. i am out of the picture. but hey, i don’t mind..can’t make everyone love me, right?

but then, i am sensitive,even though i don’t look like a sensitive girl, i took those opinion very seriously. my feelings hurt, though nobody care.

i am not strong as you may think

i am not confident as you may think

i am not always loud as you think

the list can go on and on..

but at some point, you try your best to fit in their mind..just a little..and then you will get to the point where you will say : ” argh..what the hell..i’ve had enough! “

it’s the point where you will stop trying to be someone else to be accepted by them

it will be : ” i will start to be a better person, not for them, but for me “

and yet, there just two option for those people to choose for me :

LOVE ME or HATE ME