tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-83023934341676755062024-02-20T23:17:20.549-08:00spasidastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-4728127766174556062009-11-07T04:50:00.000-08:002009-11-07T04:51:47.623-08:00something to think<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;">“</span><span class="quote" style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; margin-top: 0px !important; "><p style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; display: inline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;">“People think a </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF6666;">soul mate is your perfect fit</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;">, and that’s what everyone wants. But </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#66FFFF;">a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.</span></p><p style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;">A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.</span></p><p style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 0px !important; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; display: inline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;">A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master…”</span></p></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;">”</span><table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="100%" style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; border-collapse: collapse; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px !important; margin-top: 10px; "><tbody style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><tr style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><td valign="top" style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 10px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 20px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; width: 1px; "><i>—</i></td><td valign="top" class="quote_source" style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><i>Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia) </i></td></tr></tbody></table></span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-73344280793665330092009-10-27T01:30:00.000-07:002009-10-27T01:33:36.467-07:00...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUYvzjypfbAtFTOVwUJql6K7H00Qw4BiIrd_auVE1NOgw6B_OEdEdcGv3QvheXwIOadarDFRhMUJhZ2cL07PvUgsI3XPfwV_FIfT1rGyAwrXl8uWMiYwafMRZM0wYiB0vKHHsbTi1s4RYw/s1600-h/tumblr_ks45e9Ujy41qzr04eo1_500.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 254px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUYvzjypfbAtFTOVwUJql6K7H00Qw4BiIrd_auVE1NOgw6B_OEdEdcGv3QvheXwIOadarDFRhMUJhZ2cL07PvUgsI3XPfwV_FIfT1rGyAwrXl8uWMiYwafMRZM0wYiB0vKHHsbTi1s4RYw/s400/tumblr_ks45e9Ujy41qzr04eo1_500.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5397194887756870914" /></a>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-5333671754220603182009-10-20T09:01:00.000-07:002009-10-20T09:04:22.941-07:00quote of the day<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: x-large; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-style: italic; ">"Be more concerned with your </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia, serif; font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF6666;">character</span></b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: x-large; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-style: italic; "> than your </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: x-large; font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#66FFFF;">reputation</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: x-large; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-style: italic; ">, because your character is what you really are, while your </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: x-large; font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">reputation is merely what others think you are</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: x-large; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-style: italic; ">" </span></div>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-54990984005069859912009-10-19T06:38:00.000-07:002009-10-19T06:40:02.062-07:00what is love ?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifqoe2vTznnzhUdHBzGyPO5XH-PbhgkJ1aXGx1QrzpdKCguAOJ1x4s15g7FrOnSqvFJr4ooiTImJ0wS6na2W5_8F4Jac3pR4CyBbAs6hm6f4Mtoc554KpBy2YUvkErQduN4OejRhbeY2Xu/s1600-h/tumblr_krpji3l4Fv1qzr04eo1_500.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 287px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifqoe2vTznnzhUdHBzGyPO5XH-PbhgkJ1aXGx1QrzpdKCguAOJ1x4s15g7FrOnSqvFJr4ooiTImJ0wS6na2W5_8F4Jac3pR4CyBbAs6hm6f4Mtoc554KpBy2YUvkErQduN4OejRhbeY2Xu/s320/tumblr_krpji3l4Fv1qzr04eo1_500.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5394305200303071826" /></a>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-3438373996569734602009-10-17T00:50:00.000-07:002009-10-17T01:02:47.014-07:00one thing lead to another<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Futura, Georgia, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; "><div class="caption" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; font-size: 14px; "><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">this morning conversation :</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">a : i got something to tell you..</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">k : what is it? tell me</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">a : well,someone told me that you blablabalbalbalabalbalabalbalblblabalbala</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">i won’t tell you the rest of it..cause it might caused another “DRAMA”</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">~ the point is : </span><b style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">i’m being judged because of being myself</span></b></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">geez people..give me a break! will you?!</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">i am what i am,take it or leave it</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">sometimes people don’t want to compromise.they just set their mind to what they think it might be right without any consideration of other perpective..aarrrggh . They look at you and then that’s it! either you’ll get their heart or you’ll be deleted ASAP! cruel isn’t it? but darling…that’s the truth.</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">the real world : people look at me and they think : ” mhm.how loud she is! ” ” ahh…she is fat “, “she’s too damn emotional ” etc. and that’s it. close caption. the end. i am out of the picture. but hey, i don’t mind..can’t make everyone love me, right?</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">but then, i am sensitive,even though i don’t look like a sensitive girl, i took those opinion very seriously. my feelings hurt, though nobody care.</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">i am not strong as you may think</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">i am not confident as you may think</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">i am not always loud as you think</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">the list can go on and on..</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">but at some point, you try your best to fit in their mind..just a little..and then you will get to the point where you will say : ” argh..what the hell..i’ve had enough! “</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">it’s the point where you will stop trying to be someone else to be accepted by them</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">it will be : ” i will start to be a better person, not for them, but for me “</span></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">and yet, there just two option for those people to choose for me :</span></p><blockquote style="margin-top: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 15px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 15px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; border-left-width: 1px; border-left-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); border-left-style: dashed; "><blockquote style="margin-top: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 5px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 15px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; border-left-width: 1px; border-left-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); border-left-style: dashed; "><blockquote style="margin-top: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 5px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 15px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; border-left-width: 1px; border-left-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); border-left-style: dashed; "><blockquote style="margin-top: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 5px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 15px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; border-left-width: 1px; border-left-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); border-left-style: dashed; "><b style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">LOVE ME or HATE ME</span></b></blockquote><div><b><br /></b></div></blockquote></blockquote></blockquote></div><div class="post_info" style="margin-top: 25px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial; outline-color: initial; text-align: right; font-size: 12px; "></div></span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-31847353711387562302009-05-02T07:29:00.000-07:002009-05-02T07:37:20.642-07:00it's me<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande'; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">BOLD</span></span> what applies to you.<br />Once your finish tag at least 10 people to do the same.<br /><br />YOURSELF<br />I would like to change my name. I'm loud. I'm obnoxious. I'm sarcastic. I'm cocky. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">I have a bad temper</span></span></span>. For the most part, I don't like most people. I'm easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">I drink coffee</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">. I clean my room daily. My room always looks like a tornado hit it.<br /><br />APPEARANCE<br />I'm shorter than 5'2. I wear makeup. I wear a piece of jewelry at all times. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">I wear contacts</span></span></span>. I currently have braces/retainers. I change my hair color often. I either straighten or curl my hair often. I have/want piercings that aren't in my ears. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">My ears are pierced</span></span></span>.<br /><br />RELATIONSHIPS<br />I'm in love. I'm scared of being hurt. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I've been hurt</span></span></span>. An ex has physically abused me at least once. I've been cheated on in a relationship. I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I've been in love more than three times. I believe in love at first sight.<br /><br />FRIENDSHIPS<br />I've gotten a phone call in the last 24 hours from a friend. I've beaten up a friend.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"> I've been in a serious fight with a friend</span></span></span>. I can trust at least five people with my life. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I'd give my life to save close friends</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">.<br /><br />CLOTHES<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">I own a white hoodie</span></span></span>. I own at least five pairs of jeans. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">I own at least ten pairs of shoes</span></span></span>. I own a blue jacket. I own a pink jacket. I have at least five belts. I own at least three blue shirts. I own at least one pair of flip flops. I own at least two pairs of sweatpants. I've gone out in public in pajamas. I own at least three hoodies.<br /><br />EXPERIENCES<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I've been on a plane</span></span></span>. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">I've been on a train</span></span></span>. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">I've left the country</span></span></span>. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">I've left the state/province</span></span></span>. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">I've taken a taxi</span>. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I've taken a city bus</span>. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">I've taken a school bus</span></span></span>. I've gone bungee jumping. I've made a speech. I've been in some sort of club. I've won an award. I've spent 24 hours on the computer straight. I've been so angry I've punched/kicked a hole in the wall. I've been in a physical fight.<br /><br />MUSIC<br />I listen to country music. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">I listen to pop music</span></span></span>. I listen to rap. I listen to techno. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">I listen to R&B.</span></span></span> I listen to punk. I'm one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. I hate the radio. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I download music</span></span></span>. I buy CD's.<br /><br />TELEVISION<br />I spend at least six hours a day watching television. I watch soap operas daily. I'm in love with Days Of Our Lives. I've seen and love The OC. I've seen and like One Tree Hill. I've seen Popular. I've seen and like Everwood. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">I've seen and like House</span></span></span>. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">I've seen and like Gilmore Girls</span></span></span>. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I've seen and liked CSI</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">.<br /><br />HAIR<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">I've cut my hair in the past year</span></span></span>. I've dyed my hair in the past year. I've been blonde/highlights. I've had black. I've been red/reddish. I've been light brown. I've been orange/highlights. I've been dark brown. I've had streaks. I've had dark purple. I've been blue/green. I've gotten my hair thinned. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">I use conditioner</span></span>. I've used Sunsilk. I've used hot oil treatments. I've completely killed my hair. I've had dreadlocks. I've curled my hair. I've straightened my hair. I've ironed my hair.I've braided my hair.<br /><br />SCHOOL<br />I've thrown something at a teacher. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I've yelled at a teacher</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">. I've been suspended. I've been sent to the principal's office. I've walked out of class. I've skipped an entire day of school. I've skipped a whole month of one certain class. I've failed a test. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">I've cheated on a test</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">. I've helped someone else cheat on a test.I've failed Art. I've failed P.E. I've failed Math. I've failed Socials. I've failed Science. I've failed another class. A teacher has called my parents. I've been caught skipping.I've been on the A/B honor roll. I've been on effort honor roll</span></span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-88889094076344038462009-03-25T00:23:00.000-07:002009-03-25T00:47:09.674-07:00stuck in reverse<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: 11px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">When you try your best but you don't succeed<br />When you get what you want but not what you need<br />When you feel so tired but you can't sleep <br />Stuck in reverse.<br /><br />And the tears come streaming down your face <br />When you lose something you can't replace <br />When you love someone but it goes to waste <br />Could it be worse?</span></span></span><br /></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-family: Verdana; font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">the song repeats over and over in my head.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">geez.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">i hate this kinda situation.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">stuck.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">in the middle of nothing.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">arrrgghhh.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">the main goal was to be a good friend.to listen to all the issues they've had.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">but no, somehow i am in it now.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">no thank you.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">i'll pass.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">it's hard enough to have my own kind of problem</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">i don't need anymore problems.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">please people.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">don't act so selfish.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">consider other people.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">like me.her.him.them</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">we're living in the same planet.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">so why don't we try to love together instead killing each other with HATE.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">we're grown up.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">so yo</span>u <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">BETTER ACT LIKE IT</span></span>.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">don't be so difficult.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">life is hard enough so don't make it worse.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">live your life the simplest way</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">that way you may find the happiness</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">happiness come from the simplest things</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tired</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">so damn tired</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">in your consideration : <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">i am just a human</span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">don't forget about that.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">it's a fact and human <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">DO</span></span></span> make mistakes.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">no offense</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">but</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">go on</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> now.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">stop complaining what has been happening, it's just waste of time</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-fin</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: Verdana;"><br /></span></div>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-43801015823835869152009-03-12T09:21:00.000-07:002009-03-12T09:41:42.897-07:00bad habit<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cccccc;">Kamis, 12 Maret 2009</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cccccc;">11:23 WIB</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cccccc;"><em>Badan terkulai lemas tak berdaya di kursi plastik,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"><em>raut muka kusut dengan rambut yang awut2an,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"><em>otak mengepul karena terlalu banyak berfikir,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><em>dan </em></span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><em>mulut terkunci rapat,segan berkata karena letih</em>.</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"><strong>kira-kira itu keadaan aku skrg.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#ffff66;">jangan</span> tanya kenapa,karena untuk menceritakan nya terlalu menguras emosi dan tenaga.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">malam ini aku letih.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">capek.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">lemah.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc99;"><em><strong>apa mungkin karena aku tidak pernah kuat ?</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">mencari jawaban untuk pertanyaan itu saja aku malas.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">buat apa ? <span style="color:#ffffff;"><strong>worthless.</strong></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#99ffff;"><em>kenapa dia begini ? kenapa reaksi nya begitu ? kenapa bisa terjadi ? kapan ? dimana? kamu harus begini, kamu harus begitu, ternyata gini,ternyata gitu,harus bagaimana ?bagaimana hasilnya ? blabalbalabalblabalaalbla</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">terlalu banyak kata-kata,kalimat-kalimat,suara-suara.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;color:#ffff99;"><strong>BISING.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">aku sudah sampai di suatu tahap dimana aku mencapai titik jenuh.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">ya,tepat di sini.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">butuh waktu.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">butuh jarak.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"><strong><span style="color:#ccffff;">spasi</span></strong>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">terlihat tidak penting,padahal dia unsur terpenting di setiap kalimat yang kita ucapakan. berkatnya kita dapat menghela napas dan menghirup kembali untuk menyelesaikan kalimat kita.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">hal-hal kecil yang selalu manusia lupakan.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">kita terlalu fokus akan susatu yang berskala besar.lupa akan fakta bahwa dari hal kecil lah muncul hal yang lebih besar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">manusia lupa.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">masih ada yang lebih penting dari saat ini.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">manusia lupa.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">masih ada esok hari.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">manusia lupa.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">masih ada kewajiban selain hak.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#99ff99;">kita terbiasa menuntut tanpa mau memberi</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#99ff99;">kita terbiasa mencaci maki tanpa mau dicaci maki</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#99ff99;">kita terbiasa merusak tanpa mau dirusak</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#99ff99;">kita terbiasa berbicara tanpa mau mendengar</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">kapan kita sadar ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">mungkin bukan sekarang.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">tapi yang penting,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">jangan sampai terlambat.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">karena penyesalan selalu datang di paling akhir</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;">-fin</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-71040735284706662052009-03-10T08:46:00.000-07:002009-03-10T08:56:33.830-07:00kunci hati<span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>hatiku terkunci.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">terkunci dengan rapat oleh gembok2 yang entah dari mana datangnya.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">untuk membukanya,kau butuh kunci.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">kunci itu hanya satu.unik.tidak ada duanya.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">mungkin kunci itu di mata kamu cuma barang rongsokan semata.tapi untuk hatiku itu adalah harta yang tak ternilai harganya.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">mungkin kunci itu ada di tangan mu.aku tidak tahu.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">dan mungkin kau tidak menyadari.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">mungkin kunci itu hilang ditelan waktu,dimensi,jaman</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">aku tak tahu.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">mungkin..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">gembok2 itu tak akan terbuka.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">terkunci dgn rapat selamanya.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ffff66;"><strong>who knows ?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">-fin</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-62679435181884457822009-02-11T07:50:00.001-08:002009-02-11T08:06:16.269-08:00annoyed<span style="color:#cccccc;"><br /></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcccc;">22:51 pm</span></em><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">still awake.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">in the sitting position.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">listening to jason mraz's " you and i both "<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">getting freaky crazy.</span><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiC6aSGpXFtnuCPtbSF5mPlXPL-sxdsRDbytYaHBdw5oNx7uIAL_laPT8yu9kPbvcWOcjFXjuuJGFS2dcd8Nynld7njDa7hGYai6aFLUu-8RUj4DIpfabXPlIF124T7H24S3BqnbTxCfb4K/s1600-h/Normal_People_worry_me_by_greendayspongebob.jpg"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301569041799855474" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 111px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 100px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiC6aSGpXFtnuCPtbSF5mPlXPL-sxdsRDbytYaHBdw5oNx7uIAL_laPT8yu9kPbvcWOcjFXjuuJGFS2dcd8Nynld7njDa7hGYai6aFLUu-8RUj4DIpfabXPlIF124T7H24S3BqnbTxCfb4K/s320/Normal_People_worry_me_by_greendayspongebob.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiC6aSGpXFtnuCPtbSF5mPlXPL-sxdsRDbytYaHBdw5oNx7uIAL_laPT8yu9kPbvcWOcjFXjuuJGFS2dcd8Nynld7njDa7hGYai6aFLUu-8RUj4DIpfabXPlIF124T7H24S3BqnbTxCfb4K/s1600-h/Normal_People_worry_me_by_greendayspongebob.jpg"><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span></a><br /><p><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span> </p><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i'm just TIRED.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"><strong>GOD DAMN IT !!!</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i am soo exhausted.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">of all the things that happened at college :(</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">the drama.the seniors.the assignments.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">it just seems not to be over yet.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#ff6600;">I WANT IT TO BE OVER</span>.pleaaaaseeeeeeeee</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">and not to mention.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">people with their secrets which they share with me.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">no offense people,i appreciate it.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but i am human.with limited capacity in my heart and brain.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">and i think, i reach the overlimit.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">arggh</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">stooop telling me how you adored my friends.</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"><strong>I HAD ENOUGH.</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i know you like her and you like him and how misserable you are.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">geez.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">don't you mind to think about me for a second ?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i am alone</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i need someone</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i am soooo SICK of being alone.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">for god's sake.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">it's not easy to be the person who always there and listen to people's stories.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">when is MY TIME to tell MY stories?</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">when?!?!?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">waiting</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">waiting</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">waiting</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">and look what i've got ?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#ccccff;"><strong>EMPTINESS</strong></span>.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">thank you so much lord.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">:(</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiC6aSGpXFtnuCPtbSF5mPlXPL-sxdsRDbytYaHBdw5oNx7uIAL_laPT8yu9kPbvcWOcjFXjuuJGFS2dcd8Nynld7njDa7hGYai6aFLUu-8RUj4DIpfabXPlIF124T7H24S3BqnbTxCfb4K/s1600-h/Normal_People_worry_me_by_greendayspongebob.jpg"></a>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-33734019934722073892009-02-03T06:02:00.000-08:002009-02-03T06:11:35.776-08:00stuck in reverse<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">fiuuuh.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">it's been a while since i write again in this blog.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">i've been busy.haha</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">believe it or not.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;color:#ffcc66;">tired.exhausted.sick.annoyed.lonely.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">and with all this feelings the weather came to play : rain</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">all the time.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">makes me sick and wet.very very wet.argh :((</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">almost a month, i worked hard for DANUS.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">argh.searching for money for the event that my faculty will held.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">an event for the seniors <span style="color:#ffff33;">not</span> for us.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">you do the math how i feel about that.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">hahahaha ;))</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">my so called <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>LOVE LIFE</strong></span>.hahaha</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">dry.garink.crispy. hahaaha</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">nothing's going on</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#33ffff;"><em>siinnggghhh...............................................................</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">i felt</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>heartless</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>tasteless</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>deaf</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>blind</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">by too much hectic in my life.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">maybe i should slow down but how?!?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">i am stuck in this traffic of life.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">i cannot moce forward either backward.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">DAMN.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#66ff99;"><strong>stuck in reverse</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-44825403144933723142008-11-10T05:29:00.000-08:002008-11-10T05:50:41.362-08:00air mata<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong><em>monday blues.</em></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"><strong>senin kelabu.</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">tepat bgt kata itu untuk saya hari ini.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">dimulai dengan bangun subuh.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">saya ada janji dengan teman saya.mau nyontek tugas dia.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">efek positif</span> nya sih, saya dapet tempat parkir yang nyaman dan aman di rektorat.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#ccffff;">efek negatif</span> nya, saya ngantuk bgt...kekurangan tidur karena tugas logika yang ternyata setelah dilihat2 banyak salahnya...arrggghhhh.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">setelah sampai di unpar,tepat jam 7.SINGH....</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">no one there.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">kecewa.capek.ngantuk,saya buka buku NAYLA dan mendengarkan iPod saya untuk mengusir waktu.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">akhrnya orang yang ditunggu datang.jam 08.00.ditambah lagi 15 menit dia ijin mau makan dulu.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">akhrnya waktu berlalu....</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sampai ke mata kuliah pertama hari itu : <span style="color:#ffff66;"><strong>EKONOMI MAKRO</strong></span>.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><em>feeling</em> saya udh g enak . benar saja.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">fakta nilai saya jelek udh bikin saya <em>down</em>,ditambah dengan panggilan ke depan kelas dibarengi sepetan sang dosen bikin saya makin terpuruk.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">selain itu nilai PHI saya juga menSHOCKan jiwa.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hancur</span> sudah pikir saya.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">dan tidak lama..hanya butuh beberapa langkah setelah keluar dari ruangan eko makro, dengan beberapatepukan di punggung...pecah tangisan saya.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#ff9966;"><strong>CENGEEENG BGT SEH LOOO !!!</strong></span> *pikir saya dalam hati</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">tapi apa daya,air mata saya tidak mau berhenti.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">dan menangislah saya dalam posisi terduduk di ruang PHI.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mata saya merah.panas karena terlalu banyak menangis.otak saya kalut.hati saya kesal.</span><br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>disaster!!</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></em><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cccccc;">rasa kecewa terhadap diri sendiri lebih besar daripada kecewa terhadap orang lain.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cccccc;">dan perasan tersebut sedang melanda diri saya.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ccccff;"><em><strong>well, guess life never gonna make it easy.</strong></em></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-66889829663393654682008-11-08T05:59:00.000-08:002008-11-08T06:21:47.335-08:00hektik<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">hari sabtu biasanya merupakan hari yang santai setelah 5 hari penuh dengan kesibukan.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"><strong>well, not on my saturday.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">pertama-tama, hari sabtu ini diawali dengan jalan pagi bersama nyokap di taman lansia lalu dilanjutkan dengan berbelanja ke pasar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">setelah sampai rumah dan mandi, saya pergi ke kampus, bukan karena kuliah...cuman karena mau ngambil <span style="color:#ffcc66;">TUGAS EKONOMI SUPER G PENTING</span>.<span style="color:#ff6666;">arrggh</span>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">setelah mendapatkan tempat parkir,saya sms teman saya,ternyata dia sudah terlebih dahulu berada di gedung ekonomi...maka saya berjalaan ke gedung ekonomi yang "<span style="color:#ffff66;">dekat bgt</span>" itu.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">setelah sampai,saya masih harus menunggu lift untuk mencapai lantai 7 !! argh.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">akhirnya saya menemukan teman saya,sedang terduduk di depan kelas. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">k: " pak xxx nya ada ?" </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">d: " ktnya sih ada,lg ngajar..."</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">k: " jadi ?! kita nungguin ?? "</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">d: " iyaa..."</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">k: " ARGGGHHH....cape deh "</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">alhasil,menanti lah saya dan teman saya selama <span style="color:#33ffff;"><strong>1 1/2 jam</strong></span> di depan kelas.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">keadaan nya serupa seperti menunggu giliran jatah sembako.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">muka madesu,badan lusuh.mirip2 gembel...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">setelah kelas tersebut bubar,si bapak keluar,disambut oleh muka muka kita penuh harapan.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">semua : " pak, mau minta tugas.."</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">bapak : "oh...jd ngambil ? kirain g jadi..saya g bawa."</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">siiinngggggg...terdiam...alias </span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">S-H-O-C-K</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">semua : " tapi pak..kita kan udh nunggu..."</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">bapak : " oh...ya sudah..kita ke gedung hukum dulu yuk.." [sambil tersenyum] </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">semua : " ok deh pak.." [muka lega namun lesu]</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">maka berjalanlah saya dan teman2 seperjuangan kembali ke gedung hukum.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ffffff;"><strong>*hari ini olah raga kaki cukup sering dilakukan...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">setelah sibuk memfotokopi ria dan membagi2 kertas..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">saya pulang..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">sampai di rumah,mandi untuk kedua kalinya..bersiap2 pergi lg..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">tujuan akhir sore ini : <span style="color:#ffccff;"><strong>PVJ</strong></span>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">setelah melewati kemacetan yang akut setiap weekend di bandung..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">dan setelah mendapat parkir..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">akhirnya : </span><span style="color:#66ff99;"><strong>MALAM MINGGUAN !!</strong></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">route : gramedia - oh lala - sagoo - papaya - setiap toko yang ada - sushi groove </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">after 5 hours spending at pvj.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff9966;">results : perut kenyang,mata sudah cukup melihat2,telinga cukup mendengar gossip2,mulut kram kebanyakan cerita dan kaki sakit karena udh overused bgt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">next destination : <span style="color:#ffcccc;"><strong>HOME SWEET HOME</strong></span>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">time to rest and prepare for tomorrow, making the assignment [yucks..].</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ccccff;"><strong>welcome real life.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cccccc;">-fin-</span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-65660860757583049542008-11-06T17:47:00.000-08:002008-11-06T17:57:50.296-08:00forget about me<span style="color:#99ff99;"><em><strong>manusia itu mahluk yang egois.</strong></em></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">keinginan meraup kebahagiaan sebanyak mungkin.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">saking banyaknya,entah berapa orang yang telah kita lukai.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">tak sadar.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">khilaf.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ketika kita tersenyum bahagia dan tertawa terbahak-bahak.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sadarkah kita ada orang di seberang sana yang tersenyum miris memperhatikan kita?</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sadarkah kita ada seseorang yang menginginkan hal yang sama namun tak mampu?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">how pathetic is it ?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">manusia egois.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">maka itu kita tidak perduli.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">individualisme. paham hidup untuk diri sendiri.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ketika kita menginginkan sesuatu dengan gigih kita akan memperjuangkannya.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">setelah kita mendapatkannya akan kita dekap seerat-eratnya.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">enggan berbagi.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">seakan-akan takut kehilangan.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff6666;"><strong>EGOIS</strong>.</span></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">apakah saya manusia yang seperti itu ?</span><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#ccccff;"><strong>i wish i'm not.</strong></span></em><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-51446650072560976322008-11-05T19:07:00.000-08:002008-11-05T19:18:07.120-08:00lazy<span style="color:#cccccc;">i am very lazy today.well,not only today but yesterday and the day before,and the day before..and so on..</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">no <span style="color:#ff9966;">spirit</span>.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">although the sun shines soo bright it almost blinded my eyes.hahaha.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#ffff00;">the world try to make me smile</span>.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">and somehow,<span style="color:#66ff99;">i'm feeling better</span>.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">my heart recovered.thanks god.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">a new day,a new world,a new adventure</span>.</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">the past stay in the past.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">now it's to time to go on to the future.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">maybe it will be pouring raining again or maybe sunshine all the way.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i don't know.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i am just a human who live in this crazy world.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">the world is a beautiful place to live but if we could see or not, it depends on ourself.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">yeah.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#66cccc;">i feel good today</span>.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but still,i am lazy.hahaha.silly me.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i just hope everything will be fine till the end of this week.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">amiin.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">;)</span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-13061268847439655832008-11-05T02:37:00.000-08:002008-11-05T03:01:10.701-08:00another rainy day<span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">udara dingin.tanah basah karena hujan. dan lagi-lagi saya sendiri. duduk di depan monitor komputer berharap dunia maya membawa perubahan pada suasana hati saya.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">dan nyatanya : <strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">tidak berubah</span></strong>.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;">kesal</span>.</span></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">suasana hati masih saja kelam.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">bahkan kata-kata manis penghibur dari seseorang hanya berbekas sementara.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">hanya balutan perban sementara di luka yang bernanah.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>kapan hati ini akan sembuh ?</strong></span></em><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sembuh dari guratan-guratan luka dari "dia".</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mungkin tak akan pernah hilang seluruhnya.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6666;"><strong>ironis.</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ketika hati memilih mencintai "dia" yang selalu melukai daripada orang lain.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ketika hati masih ingin menggengam sebuah kenangan pahit yang penuh dusta.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ketika mata ini masih melihat "dia" tanpa cela.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"><strong>cinta bukan hanya membuat kita buta. tetapi membuat kita terlihat seperti <span style="font-size:130%;">idiot</span>.</strong></span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8302393434167675506.post-25073608318834023902008-11-04T05:52:00.000-08:002008-11-04T06:03:17.509-08:00sakit<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>galaunisme</strong></span><span style="color:#cccccc;">.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">suatu keadaan yang terjadi dalam otak saya sekian lama ini. pikiran kosong penuh debu mengisi otak kepala saya. kosong. keadaan apatis yang membuat orang-orang sekeliling saya segan.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">saya autis.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">pikiran saya terus melayang dalam posisi duduk diam d kursi, di dalam kelas, di tengah dosen sibuk berbicara tanpa henti. pikiran saya membawa saya k dunia lain.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">apakah saya gila?</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">pertanyaan itu membuat saya tersadar dan terhenyak dari mimpi yang berkempanjangan itu.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">dunia terus berputar sedangkan saya hanya berdiam diri. buang2 waktu.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">kesal saya.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">betapa bodohnya manusia itu. dan salah satu contohnya adalah saya.</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">pertanyaan saya : </span><span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong>apakah saya akan sembuh ?</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"> </span>dastraurigemaedchenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16278301500785132644noreply@blogger.com0