this morning conversation :
a : i got something to tell you..
k : what is it? tell me
a : well,someone told me that you blablabalbalbalabalbalabalbalblblabalbala
i won’t tell you the rest of it..cause it might caused another “DRAMA”
~ the point is : i’m being judged because of being myself
geez people..give me a break! will you?!
i am what i am,take it or leave it
sometimes people don’t want to compromise.they just set their mind to what they think it might be right without any consideration of other perpective..aarrrggh . They look at you and then that’s it! either you’ll get their heart or you’ll be deleted ASAP! cruel isn’t it? but darling…that’s the truth.
the real world : people look at me and they think : ” mhm.how loud she is! ” ” ahh…she is fat “, “she’s too damn emotional ” etc. and that’s it. close caption. the end. i am out of the picture. but hey, i don’t mind..can’t make everyone love me, right?
but then, i am sensitive,even though i don’t look like a sensitive girl, i took those opinion very seriously. my feelings hurt, though nobody care.
i am not strong as you may think
i am not confident as you may think
i am not always loud as you think
the list can go on and on..
but at some point, you try your best to fit in their mind..just a little..and then you will get to the point where you will say : ” argh..what the hell..i’ve had enough! “
it’s the point where you will stop trying to be someone else to be accepted by them
it will be : ” i will start to be a better person, not for them, but for me “
and yet, there just two option for those people to choose for me :
LOVE ME or HATE ME
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