annoyed

22:51 pm





still awake.





in the sitting position.


listening to jason mraz's " you and i both "

getting freaky crazy.

i'm just TIRED.
GOD DAMN IT !!!

i am soo exhausted.
of all the things that happened at college :(

the drama.the seniors.the assignments.
it just seems not to be over yet.

I WANT IT TO BE OVER.pleaaaaseeeeeeeee

and not to mention.
people with their secrets which they share with me.
no offense people,i appreciate it.

but i am human.with limited capacity in my heart and brain.
and i think, i reach the overlimit.

arggh

stooop telling me how you adored my friends.
I HAD ENOUGH.
i know you like her and you like him and how misserable you are.
geez.

don't you mind to think about me for a second ?!

i am alone
i need someone
i am soooo SICK of being alone.

for god's sake.

it's not easy to be the person who always there and listen to people's stories.

when is MY TIME to tell MY stories?

when?!?!?!



waiting

waiting

waiting



and look what i've got ?!

EMPTINESS.


thank you so much lord.

:(

stuck in reverse

fiuuuh.
it's been a while since i write again in this blog.
i've been busy.haha
believe it or not.

tired.exhausted.sick.annoyed.lonely.


and with all this feelings the weather came to play : rain
all the time.
makes me sick and wet.very very wet.argh :((

almost a month, i worked hard for DANUS.
argh.searching for money for the event that my faculty will held.
an event for the seniors not for us.
you do the math how i feel about that.
hahahaha ;))

my so called LOVE LIFE.hahaha
dry.garink.crispy. hahaaha

nothing's going on

siinnggghhh...............................................................

i felt
heartless
tasteless
deaf
blind

by too much hectic in my life.

maybe i should slow down but how?!?

i am stuck in this traffic of life.
i cannot moce forward either backward.

DAMN.

stuck in reverse